I want to write something that will rip your heart out, just so you can hurt like I did.
I try to think of words to say.
All I can think about is how much I miss you.
My life can never be the same again.
You came into it and changed everything.
Even though you're gone now, I don't want things to go back to how they were.
I want to be able to remember you without crying.
And, that's possible because you made me stronger.
Then I would have just let it go.
Now I should make you suffer.
You don't realize that I'll be fine without you.
And, you don't know what I'm doing to you.
You think that since we're apart that you shouldn't feel the same about me.
Coming to try and talk to me doesn't work because I only ignore you.
You think that you just might go insane without me.
But, you should have thought of that before you said goodbye.
I would lover to let you back in but what you did was wrong and I don't think I can forgive you.
So, please just take your memories and walk away.
