What do you do when you feel something so deep that its tearing you up inside and you can't ever sleep
it's eating our heart, mind and soul away
it makes you want to loose control and die, you want to take a drug to ease the pain but it makes you even more insane
you pick up a gun, pull the trigger, your body falls and starts to quiver
you realize what you've done but its too late, your blood starts to run, your heart starts to slow down but you can feel the people all around
you can hear your mother screaming "lord, my baby why not me?"
then all of the sudden you hear your ex screaming "Baby, i love you, don't leave this world without me."
and you want to jump up but you don't have enough strength to catch your breath
then you want to say "Baby, i love you too"
but the bullet in you chest is holding back everything you do
you want to kiss his lips and hold him tight because you know you won't get another night in his arms.
his new girl is beside him with a smirk on her face then you begin to smile and your heart begins to race as you stared into her face
you figured she started to understand why you sat and looked at her in the eyes
a powerful feeling runs across your body and your senses has been found
then you snatch the gun off the ground
you can hear your heart pound
she didn't know what to do when the bullet flew and hit her in the head
you looked beside you and she was dead
how can you lie and rest your head because the one enemy in your life was dead
now whats your ex gonna find when the two loves of his life are left behind?
is he gonna take a drug or pick up the nine because the life he lives now can't be better than mine
