He enjoys nothing...

He enjoys nothing, he loves nothing, he is nothing.
He doesn't enjoy me, he doesn't love me, he is nothing to me.
Why do I give him my whole heart just to be destroyed?
Why is it so easy to forgive him but so hard to be angry with him?
Why does he treat me like a girl that I'm not?
I was so afraid that I would love someone so much and they wouldn't love me back,
That was one of my worst fears
That fear came true
Now how could I love someone with my whole heart?
How could I look the love of my life in the eyes and feel no emotions spilling from them?
How could I cherish every hug, kiss, I love you, when he just doesn't care about it enough just to let me go like a piece of trash?
I am of no significance to him,
I an not special,
I am not his warmth
As he is to me