Depressing Love

Days here are lonely,
And days here are sad,
I'm always thinking of you,
The good and the bad,
And how you betrayed me,
The things you have done,
How you broke my heart,
and said I was your only one.

You thought I would still love you,
Forgive and forget,
But what is your problem?
Is there something you didn't get?
You completely lied to me,
did you forget that part,
You made me think you loved me,
You damaged my heart.

You flattered me,
And you were so sweet,
You sent a chill,
From my head to my feet,
But now it's over,
You like another girl,
Just thinking of you,
Makes me wanna hurl.

I'm thinking of revenge now,
And how to make you feel,
It will hurt you so bad,
You will think it's unreal,
The way I make you suffer,
With ultimate pain,
The things I will do,
The pride I will gain.

But if I could tell you,
Just one thing to do,
Would be to apologize,
It would help me and you,
That is one thing,
I wish you could take in,
So things would be better,
And we both would win.

*yea this is my first poem...its not tht great but i will get better!!!*