Unitled but still great

I thought i could hide it
i thought i could hold it inside
but everyday i tried
it would some how get out

now everyone can see wot we should be
that is everyone but you and me
cause i don't want to hurt what we've already got
although denial hurts even more than not

why should i try ill only end up in tears
just a pattern that been happening for years
i don't see it ending any time soon

maybe it i sit here nd spew my fat out
it will make you have less doubt
about how perfect we could be
us 2 together yeah just you and me...

so thats what i do ill make myself pretty just for you
i feel so low nd wanting to die
just so i don't have to wear the mask anymore
cause whatever i do my heart will still be sore

so i go to the knife put t to my wrist but i stop
wot we will this do everyone else Ive got??
i feel a tear run down my cheek..
Wat should i doe to run
deres nowhere cause ya cant hide from yourself......
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