A year of pain and agony.
Is all that this relationship has brought me.
But I stayed right here for you.
And even dealt with all the sh!t that we went through together!.
Its a crazy adventure when I'm with you.
I never know what to expect everyday...
But I got to say I don't want this to end.
Just wanna stay here forever.
Because theres something about you that keeps me here.
The bright sparkle in your eyes.
And your beautiful smile.
Is what makes it worth the while.
Theres something about you that I fear I might lose.
All the fights that we get into couldn't keep me from loving you...the way that I do...
Just wanna stay here...stay here for you.
To spend every moment that I can have with you.
But ever since you left me...
Its only gotten harder and harder to bare.
I still have the scars and the wounds.
There not visible to you anymore because Ive hidden them away from you.
Still vulnerable to everything you say and do...
Haven't forgiven you but I'm trying to let it go.
Spent 6 lonely months thinking of you.
And all the f^cked up sh!t we did to each other.
I was miserable and hurt when I was with her.
And when you were with him.
But I try to forget that it was all back then.
Cant seem to find the person that you once were when we first met.
I feel so angry that I missed out on alot.
Because your all I've got.
So I try and I try to make everything work.
But I feel like what I'm doing isn't helping at all.
So now its harder than ever.
Can barely make it through the day.
Tear it away!
Chip the stone!
So don't stay if you don't want to.
Just know that...
In some way I still care! and...
I love you today.....
