All my thoughts seem to get in the way
during all the days that go by
my mind doesn't tell me what to say
and sometimes i don't know why.
i try to tell myself that things can't get worse
and not much else can bring me down
but i know that a lie because my depressions like a curse
and everything seems to make me frown.
i'm overwhelmed with the emotional pain I've had this year
with all my feelings and my thoughts
now i realize I've become my biggest fear
and it shouldn't be to long until i'm completely caught
sometimes i feel like i'm going to explode
because my emotions are at a low peak
and the weights i carry on my shoulder are a heavy load
now my body, my mind, and words seem to be weak.
