Hide and seek

Long time passed and you are still here,
Your presence still lingers in the air near,
Your touch is still burning on my skin,
I wonder will I make it to the final Fin.

Your perfume that I feel when I wake up,
Last night I cried and now I have smudges of make up,
I don't know how long I'm going to take up,
I was fine till I realized I'm actually breaking down.
Run, hide, leave this shit called life,
It is just too much for me, I need the knife.
In front of me another black hole,
Even worse than the one Ive been before.
Can you just leave & leave me alone,
Ive even erased your number from my phone.
But thats what I get when its the devil Ive dealed,
Once a deal-your destiny is sealed.
He just plays seek and hide,
And then he takes you to another deadly ride.
Laughs, enjoys, sharpens his horns,
While you are left with your heart torn.

I tried and called upon the angel from above,
He gave me a hand and called me his dove.
Kept me as a goddess, thats what I deserve,
But it is a place in hell I have reserved.
A fallen angel falls back to hell,
With hide and seek I'll have to dwell.