She puts up walls to keep them all out! she hides away all the pain inside. she shows only strenth never weakness! shes brave, but behind closed doors shes in pain with evry thought!she is weak not strong. she is scared not brave. she holds on to life but it is slipping away from her.every time she closes her eyes she wishes she could die. then she would not have to hear the screaming and shouting. that she is not good enough. she'll never do any thing. she will never have yo be hurt again.she will never find out why they left or why they loved her. shes just a memory in my mind. as every day passes shefades more and more away. but as i sleep at night i hear the screaming and shouting loud as ever. but as i put the gun to my head, i see her standing there! saying live your life to the fullest live it unlike me and remember i love you always and forever
