Life is like a vacuum, it sucks

Life is like a vacuum, it sucks.
There isn’t much that you can do
Because u feel so blue.
Inside you it’s like a hurricane
All you feel is emptiness and pain.
You try to be strong and wear a mask
So nobody knows what you feel inside.
Everyone that sees you, sees your mask
And think that you are happy, not wondering if there is anything
Behind the mask, and they don’t care.
There are a few people who wonder
And those are the ones who wear a mask too.
You get to know them and things seem better for a while
Because they can relate and they seem to care.
But eventually it seems different
Like they don’t care as much anymore
It seems like they are sick of you
This may not be true but that’s how it seems.
Sometimes you wonder what it would be like to be them
And you observe them and see that they seem better off then you
People talk to them more than they do you
And you can’t help but feel bluer.
It’s like someone shoved your life into an old shoe
Because it stinks and looks bad, and is a waste of space.
Inside is darkness and horrid pain
That can’t be fixed and always will be.
You feel so alone and you want to cry
But no matter how hard you try the tears don’t come
And everything stays trapped inside of you.
Sometimes there is a feeling of emptiness inside
That makes you feel incomplete
And it stays for a while and burns a hole inside.
You just want to bury yourself alive
It’s not like anyone would notice or care
All you are is a waste of space.
Some days you feel alright but then suddenly things turn horrible again.
One day people talk to you, the next EVERYONE ignores you
And makes you want to run away.
I wish I could just run away from what’s inside
It would make life simple.
But things don’t work that way.
You always feel like a loser and that you don’t fit in.
The truth is that no one likes you so you feel rejected.
The dark cloud inside you gets bigger all the time
You don’t know how much more you can take.
Most days it hurts so bad you stop trying to get people to notice and talk to you
Because it never works.
Some people are nice to you but you really wonder why, all you are is worthless, stupid, and ranked lower than scum.
And why they are nice when they really hate you, why can’t they just tell you the truth?
It would hurt less if they told you they hate you then if they fake liking you and get your hopes up high just to have them smashed down again.
I am sick of life, hate and lies, rejection and the darkness within