Wanting You

Every night I think of you,
And how I let you go,
You were the greatest person,
I could ever know.

Every page of my diary,
Was filled with your name,
But now things are different,
It's just not the same.

We both loved each other,
Until that day,
When my parents,
Got in our way.

They found out about us,
And became so very mad,
They made us break up,
And it made me feel so bad.

My heart shattered,
Every time I thought of you,
And everything that happened,
And what we had gone through.

Now, every page of my diary,
Is stained with my tears,
I felt so much pain,
I had so many fears.

I look at your picture,
Before I go to bed,
I think to myself,
I might as well be dead.

I look at your picture,
And then at the blade,
I pick it up,
And my breath begins to fade.

I stare up at the ceiling,
As the knife stabs my chest,
I've done a bunch of stupid things,
But this might not have been the best.