It's so hard to forget all the things that mean shit
But it brings pain when you think about it
I want an escape
A chance to run away from every thing that gives me pain
I have the answers to every thing but is it the right path to take?
To choices running through these veins, isolation or drinking it all away
First one gives me a chance to live
But I have to give up some thing I'm not ready to forget
His name runs deep, blood pours out from underneath
I chose the second path as you can see
A life full of drinking, pain, and misery holds me down on my knees
Selfish as I can be, never thought this would be me
I lost two things that mean most to me
But still gained the misery that i was trying not to repeat
So before this happens to me
I have to forget every thing I ever thought I wanted it to be
Or else I will walk this path and lose every thing I'm fighting to keep
And gain nothing but misery
