He wont ever know how i feel
he has an idea but it is nowhere close
to how i truly feel and it hurts so much
he's so blind to it all
i could never tell him my feelings
becus they dont have words to describe them
my heart is being ripped apart bit by bit
until one day when it is fully torn
the day that no man could ever repair the damage
the day that no amount of sorries could heal it.
the day i finally rest in the hell pressed upon me
