I woke up gasping for breath
my mind went black, and there was a pain in my chest
i opened my eyes, and tears ran down my face
i looked around and didn't realize the place
i felt cold and emotionless inside
and my body felt weak but didn't understand why i didn't know why i was crying, i didn't feel sad
i dint know why my body was soar, was this something bad
i sat there in a black foggy room
then i reembody the night before
at the party, when i left around 3 or 4
it must of been one of the worst nights of my life
my memory was coming back to me
everything was as clear as it could be
then i reembody the knife under my bed
and all of the thoughts that ran through my head
i remembered not giving a shit
and i remember every first little slit
then i sat there and thought i must be dead...yes that must be it
