Do you ever get this feeling
like you know something just isn't right
i was thinking and staring at the ceiling
and i realized this isn't how i should live my life
people i used to count on, i lost
friends i used to trust, i lost
relationships i used to love, i lost
just staring at the ceiling trying to figure out what is going on
what is wrong with me?
am i going about this all wrong
i just wish i could see
i sad, and depressed
wearing sweatpants and sweatshirts everyday
I'm a mess
i shouldn't be living my life this way
but i can't get out of this hole
i feel like I'm digging myself deeper and deeper
so I'll just keep staring at the ceiling
trying to recall how i got here
i have nobody to talk to
i have nobody to tell
i do not know what to do
i just want out of this hell
what is so wrong with me
what am i doing wrong
why is everyone leaving
i haven't talked to anyone in so long
but i guess I'll just stare at the ceiling
and try to think back
I'll try to get rid of this feeling
but i dint think ill ever get my life back on track
