To My Uncle Andy

I did not even get to know you before i was born ....and a lot of stuff have been on my mind lately so i am just going to let it all out.

what would it be like if you were still alive?
would we be close?
would we hate each other?
would you care about me?
what would you look like?
would you be married?
would you have kids?
would you be fun to hang around with?
would you come over a lot?
would you like pets?
would you teach me a lot?
would you consider my feelings?
would you believe in me?
would you believe i could do any thing i set my mind to?
would you look like me?
would you tell me i am doing great?
would you care about me?
would you like me?
would you take a bullet for me if you were alive?
would you spend time with me?
would you goof around with me?
would you go to the movies with me?
would you look out for my best ?
OR
would you hate me?
would you call me names?
would you dis me ?
would you just say i am a family member and nothing else ?
what would you say if people asked about me?
would you wish i was dead?

i have wondering all of these things since i was a little girl so i just wanted to get this off my chest and out in the open Andy where ever you are rest in peace...