Dont judge this poem by its title

I'm so tired
i can barely stand
cant keep this charade
of being a man
cant show that I'm afraid
cant keep fighting the tears
Ive been holding them back for so many years
i want to break down
i want to cry
i want to let tears flow from my eyes
i want to ask for help
but i don't know how
i want it all to end now
i need to let out
the bottled up pain
i need to stop
playing this game
I'm an emotional landslide
just waiting to fall
I'm just waiting for a way
to end it all