You promised that we would meet up and catch up after so long...you messaged me and said you couldn't you'd been out partying.
i accepted that because you always back out at the last possible minute. better luck next time i guess. i wished for nothing more than your company but again i was let down
i tried my other friend who had some others with him. all set and when i got to the fun and games you were no where in sight.
a message found out that you were all of eating. i told you where to find me when you were done. you never showed. i messaged asking where you were and you had gone off somewhere leaving me all alone... as always.
so let down by every single friend...thats a first usually there is one at least who i can count on to turn up....is this the new trend that is going to cause me hell and break my heart. i pray I'm wrong that i don't have to deal with this loneliness.
maybe tomorrow i can see you any of you. without you standing me up. please let this be a better day. i don't want to cry the night away again. i need hugs and those who can make me laugh around me. but in my time of need not a single one of you are here to help me through maybe its my fault...maybe its not who can say except for you.
where were you when i was standing in the cold waiting? where were you when i wanted to hang out and catch up? where were you when it was supposed to be our time our get together our anything? am i really such a worthless human being that you all must treat me so?
