I was afraid to love you,
I was afraid to care.
I don't let people in,
for I'm always quite scared.
She wasn't a good role model,
but I found out something.
You're not like her,
and neither am I.
I've never let someone in,
quite like I let you in.
I've messed up so terribly,
and nothing I can say can fix that.
I'm not scared to love you now,
but you're scared to let me in.
I wish I could prove how truly sorry I am,
but there's just not enough words to say.
I hope one day you'll understand,
you have no one to blame.
For it's not your fault,
it is mine.
I'm scared to lose you now,
I'm not a great person.
My faults are quite massive,
and my imperfection overpower the good.
I'm not good with speaking my feelings,
nor was I ever good at patience.
But there's one thing I can promise you,
I'll never love anyone like I love you.
