Missing you

I stay awake thinking of you
Memories of us crowds my mind
How? Why!? I loved you
I guess that wasn't enough
Keeping my feelings from you
I'm silent...not speaking a word
Your eyes are piercing and murderous
Please...don't do this to me.
Was I anything to you?
Was this love a lie?
How can you make me cry like this?
Do you enjoy my pain?
The pain of our lost love is so unreal
As I wait for you
I promised that I'd wait...
But it hurts so bad,
Forgetting the pain
I lay myslef to sleep...
Awaiting my one true love