I'm newly divorced, just got the papers
I once thought that at this point I would be crying, but Wade keeps me smiling.
I went to sleep crying long and hard, then I woke up ready for a new start
A smile on my face, thats not being forced
A lightness in my feet, that doesn't mean I have to force myself not to cry
My eyes are clear, my heart full with pride
I'm a strong, independent, life loving woman, and I have my friends, family and MY life.
I never thought in my wildest dreams, that there was one person actually made just for me.
Someone they broke the mold after they made him, that someone never lies
Someone that I thought I could ever trust, after my Ex-Husband had betrayed me so many times
That person that my was just like my dad, the person that always had me in his head
He didn't force me to do anything, and is really bad at taking hints (lol)
I never thought I could ever say "Wade is a great one of a kind guy"
I'm taking this slow, not rushing anything
I don't know how to judge things on what is love and lust.
But I do know that I actually FELT something when we had our first kiss
And I've never felt anything quiet like this
One step at a time, one breath, one moment to enjoy and to embrace loving life and myself
I'm focused on not falling hard and fast, but I think both of us already did
