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by Stephanie Mar 12, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
I DON'T UNDERSTAND I JUST DON'T GET IT I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR BABY GIRL YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE WITH ME YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER LET ME GO NOW THAT YOUR GONE ITS LIKE I NEVER EVEN KNEW YOU ITS LIKE I WASN'T YOUR DAUGHTER I DON'T UNDERSTAND I JUST DON'T GET IT I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR BABY GIRL HOW COULD YOU JUST LEAVE ME LIKE THAT HOW COULD YOU NOT SAY GOODBYE I THOUGHT I MEANT SOMETHING TO YOU I PRAY TO GOD EVERY NIGHT THAT SOMEWAY SOMEHOW YOU WILL COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS AND IT NEVER HAPPENS EVER SINCE YOU LEFT THE ONLY THING IV EVER WANTED WAS JUST TO SEE YOUR FACE ONE MORE TIME JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE I THOUGHT YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE I THOUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER LET ME GO I GUESS I JUST DIDN'T MEAN ENOUGH TO YOU I MEAN YOU SEE EVERYONE ELSE YOU TELL THEM THINGS AND THE ONE THING IVE ALWAYS WANTED I CAN NEVER GET YOU WERE MY DAD YOU WERE MY HERO MY STRENGTH MY LOVE MY HEART... I TRY MY HARDEST TO MAKE YOU PROUD ITS JUST HARD I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT AM I DOING WRONG WHY CANT YOU JUST LOVE ME FOR ME WHY CANT YOU JUST SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND ILL NEVER LET YOU GO NO ONE COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE AND THATS A PROMISE!! AND I'M GOING TO MAKE IT SHOW!!