In my mind
a revelation to my mind
it seems this place
I cannot find.
Crazy, insane
I'm ripping and pulling at my skin
dragging blades across my arm
I am my own worst sin.
Pushing back all these demons
this fight I've never won
pick up my knife again
ten minutes until I realize what I have done.
Tears of crimson,
falling down my face
running from my past
to slow to keep the pace.
Falling back into memories
this feeling will not pass
playing with my emotions
cutting me like broken glass.
Each day I become more numb
growing closer to my demise
my heart is getting colder
I can see in my eyes.
The whole time I was gone
falling victim to my own mind
I've wasted my life
on something I can't find.
