The blinding pain rushes to my head,
All the strange thoughts of wishing I was dead.
Conjured up anger and everlasting pain,
Builds up together to make me this insane.
I desperately try to hide away,
Hoping he will leave me alone today.
Its hards not to see the anxiety on my face,
Whilst others stare in complete disgrace.
I think they see through me like open doors,
Maybe even that bloodied knife on the cold stone floor.
But actually they only see my broken fake smile,
And sneaky escaping tears for a minamized while.
i get extremely agitated when it comes to bed,
Imagining he will suffocate me with his hands of lead.
or violently shaking my little fragile head,
Until making sure I'm finally dead!
The icy tears roll down my eyes,
Nobody can hear my muffled cries.
Do they truthfully not care?
That I'm treated so unfair?
Or that they can do nothing but stare,
Or give him their evil glares?
One cut too deep,
Or one venomous leap,
Could easily cause my eternal sleep...
But this thought will be laid upon,
Until he disappears and is gone!
Goodbye everybody its my time to go,
I love you all and will miss you so.
This is not an easy conquered thing,
But a joyful life may now begin...
