What

Its a fine connection

the way we don't mind relation

its just keep me from thinking

what i meant for you...

though i thought i mustn't

i cannot help myself asking

though i thought its alright

theres just something deep inside...

am i longing for a confirmation

that you and i have connection

do you see me as the way i want you to see me?

maybe not...

or why not?

it isn't your fault right?

i am the one who wanted this

and all i have is to blame myself...

but its just so hard to accept

that after this, things will be the same.

like those times when i had told you all i have to say..

you didn't reject it..

is it a consolation?

maybe not...

or... why not??

do you care??

or you just don't mind??

what's the difference??