Disappear

I feel myself
slowly fading away...
This pain I hide...
Deep inside.

I want it to end...
Go away...
This life I have...
filled with gray.

My smiles are fake...
the laughing I make...
this senseless life...
I want to take...

Drifting off....
Sinking down....
Thoughts faded....
Life barely there....
Each breath I take....
so slow, yet deep....
I want to escape......
Disappear.