The True [{{Pain}}]

Everything-
Leaves me in some way.
I can never be Truly-
...Happy.
Ha.
I Know I can Never be-
Happy.
I hope-
I don't do like I did Last time-
That I let myself Open Up to a Guy.
I hope to God that I don't.
I know I'm at least-
Stranded.
I can already feel my Heart-
Shattered.
It Hurts-
The worst It Ever has.
But-
That's truly my Life.
So hopefully-
It doesn't Close Up.
I can feel another Night approaching.
A lot of people have told me-
"I'm sorry."
Bot not One of them can Imagine-
This Pain that I'm going through.
So don't try to Tell me "Sorry" -
Like everyone else.
Because it's My Fault-
For believing that I could Actually-
Have someone who Loves me.