I'm tired of feeling like
I'm something the Orkin man forgot to spray
But why worry about me,
In the end I'll be okay
Or maybe I won't
Does it really even matter
Nobody seems to think so
I seem to have fallen off the love ladder
I'm dazed and in a coma
I've sustained major injuries to my heart
Looks like I might need a transplant
Because living this way just isn't smart
Go ahead and read my mind
I guarantee you'll be in tears
It's funny to me how
Her pretty face has become one of my biggest fears
It's just too bad that
Things had to end this way
I feel like I'm in some old movie
The way my world is a constant shade of gray
Words don't heal broken hearts
And they don't fill deflated hopes
Nothing can tie down these feelings of sadness
Not even the strongest of ropes
I feel like my world is closing in
Subconsciously I'm slowly suffocating
Should I die or live in constant pain
Is a question I'm constantly debating
It's one o'clock in the morning
I can't stop crying long enough to fall asleep
I'm climbing a mountain to reach my one true love
But this mountain is just too steep
I fall but always get back up
For me, giving up isn't an option
And if I were to commit this terrible crime
I might as well give my heart up for adoption
My heart continues to tell me what I should do
Through whispers and cries I hear it speak,
"Don't worry about me, just win her back,
Giving up only shows that you're week."
So don't hate me for trying
And don't just love me to make me smile
Love me for who I am inside
Because loving you never seems to go out of style
