I Think To Myself

I think to myself I love him but I must let him go
I need to turn my back on him and just let him know
that I cant live like this forever
my hearts in the right place but we will never be back together

I think to myself it may hurt alot
but I still have my children, and their the best thing I got
I don't want to be devoted to someone and not get the same in return
so I pick myself up and take this as a lesson learned

I think to myself what did I do to make him stray
what happened to the times where he wanted to see me everyday
they seemed to disappear along with his love
but I still admit, hes still the only man I think of

I think to myself wasn't I worth a fight
as long as we've been together and he can just leave my sight
Is it that easy for him to push me aside
and keep on walking when I cry

I think to myself will it even matter when I'm gone
Is he going to miss me or just quickly move on
have I wasted my breath telling him how I feel
should I have kept it to myself hidden and sealed

I think to myself do I ever come to his mind
Can I still claim his heart to be mine
I guess I'll never know so theres only one thing to do
and that is to finally say goodbye to a love that wasn't true