Forgive me?

I don't want to lose the memories,
But I've caused so much pain.
I miss you so much though,
It's like around my heart, there's a chain.

The memories are what hold me together,
I know I'm the one to blame,
Because I've changed,
And it causes me so much shame.

The memories are all I have left of you.
I know I made a mistake.
And I want to say I'm sorry.
Because I know I acted fake.

But in the memories, that was the real me.
So will you accept the person you knew?
The real me;
The one that talked to you?

I know that since you've moved back
I have't been the same.
I was scared.
I didn't think you'd even remember my name.

I know now that that's not true,
Because I still see that look in your eye.
The look that says you care.
The look that makes me want to cry.

I don't want to mess up
Our friendship anymore.
So please forgive and accept me.
Let's go back and act like we did before?

**To Hayden. I'm sorry.**