In Over My Head

What do you think?
Am I in over my head?
Do you think this ship will sink?
And we will all wind up dead?

Im willing to stay afloat
Even willing to swim
I saved everything you ever wrote
And I have this crazy whim

That one day you will
Be here on my doorstep
And that you will love me still

I know its a fantasy
I know Im insane
But when I see you
I cannot help the pain

The tears start coming
Too fast to stop them
I hear this distant humming
And I know that I am

In love
Lost, head over heels
In love
And you dont know how this feels

But I want it back
I want you here
All I lack
Is having you near

You are the boy next door
Literally, you are
And its not easy to ignore
When I see your car

And I know youre so close
But not close enough to touch
Because you chose
To loosen the clutch

Here I am
There you are

You dont really know how I feel
Which is why we can never be.