I hate how you hurt me without saying a word
That probably sounds like the dumbest thing you've ever heard
I hate how you act like you know what you really do not
Do you you even know me or have you just forgot?
I hate how thoughts of you bring me to my knees
Like government roads and airline tickets, love too has its fees
I hate how you make me cry at night
It's then I wish I could just take flight
I hate how you make my world so dark
Your "love" for me has left it's mark
I hate how you start so many lies
Because every time you do, a different part of me dies
I hate how everything reminds me of you
Sometimes I want to die and be born anew
I hate how everyone stares
God seems to have been ignoring my prayers
I hate how I can't even look at another girl
And when I do i just want to hurl
I hate how you gave up so fast
When our love was something meant to last
But mostly I hate the way that I don't hate you at all
Even after you've thrown me up against a wall
Even after you don't return my call
Even after you can still walk tall
Even after you make me cry in a bathroom stall
Even after you make me fall
I still love you the very same
Although you have put me to shame
And I hate the person I became
I know what your thinking "How lame"
But I was never in it for the fame
No, that was never my aim
You were in it for the game
I was in it for my love to proclaim
But now I seem to have caught a flame
Your picture is still on my wall in a frame
What still gets me is hearing your name
I love you my darling
And I won't look back
Because the second I do
I'll be back off the track
