Emptiness Inside Of Me

I've felt like this for awhile,
but I've kept it all inside.
This time, though, it's way too much,
I don't think that I can't cry.

This sense of loss and emptiness,
most people feel it too.
I hope if I don't voice it,
it'll pass on through.

This feeling hasn't passed,
I think it's here to stay.
Yet, what is making me feel this,
I really cannot say.

It's more like something's missing,
than something causing pain.
It's messing with my mind,
it's made me feel insane.

I've realized something, though,
it's only for me to decide.
Do I want to live my life,
or always wonder why?