How can i?

How can i get better
if no one offers help
how can i stop crying
if i always feel unloved
how can i run away
if I'm still chained by you
how can i stop flashbacks
if the abuse is still not over
how can i be me
if being me breaks your rules
how can i start talking
if i don't know what to say
how can i start trusting
if my trust has been stolen
how can i make sense of this
if no one will explain
how can i want to give up now
if i have survived this long
how can i be the one you kill
if i end my life first?

saffie
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