Its gone with the tide

I've been thinking day and night..
About everything that's happened.
about what got said..
about the good times we have had..
about the the bad times and the disagreements..

i know you pretty well..
and i don't think you realized just how much i did..
I know u might be thinking
I'm regretting losing u as a friend
But yeah i am..
but you pushed to the line..
once you've pushed me that bit to far so I'm over that line..
I'm gonna say good bye..

I was always there for you..
I respected you so much..
I could stand so close to you..
Lean my head on your shoulder..
Laugh with you and cry with you..

You got easily upset with me if I walked past you and didn't speak..
We always picked up the pieces when a relationship ended..
I always used to say to you that you need to get your hair cut and the next week it was cut..
I would always protect you..
In anyway..

Was it too much to ask from you..
To be happy for me..
Not to put bad luck on things..
We disagreed about things because we were both strong minded people..
Wise heads on our shoulders..

You back with her..
After I sat up talking to you for hours on end..
Helping you take steps forward in moving on..
I thought I had finally got u on way of getting over her..
But you went back once again..
When you hurt I hurt..
When you were upset I would try and talk you though it..

We have been friends for 3 years but we were close..
Could speak to you about anything like you could me..
I adored you as my best friend..
I was proud to have you as my friend..

How come had to find out from someone else..
Someone who you didn't like..
That you have cut me off..
Telling everyone we are no longer friends..
You wanted to see me suffer..
I did suffer when I found out but you never knew..

The tears came rolling down my cheeks..
But not for that long..
At first I didn't care we said good bye..
Its over we were both fed up with each other..

Over past few weeks..
You tried to get to through planning things with all our friends and leaving me out of it..
It didn't work I always thought how petty are you..
It made me feel hatred to wards you more..

Till recently and now..
I feel like I'm missing something..
Even though we both wont admit we are missing our friendship..
I miss our talks..
Our laughs and p*** takes..
Out serious talks too..

But I don't miss how you were controlling and can never be wrong..
How you were so weak when it came to her..
How you would get jealous over me..
I know she is the one keeping us apart..
She really has you wrapped around her little finger..
I hate it..

I miss you but we have this broken friendship and too much water has gone under the bridge..
So our friendship has gone with the tide!!
Its gone so Couple last words to you from me...
GOODBYE MARK!