At night I sit and think of you,
Sadness strikes my heart,
And all I can do, is turn over,
And think wonder why my world is torn apart.
I wonder why your with me,
and if you really care,
I wonder what you say about me,
when I'm not around or there.
I think about the love we have,
I think about your voice,
But when you keep things from me,
I cry without a choice.
I wonder if theres someone else,
but my heart tells me I'm wrong,
I wonder what you think of me,
When we don't get along.
You don't say it, but i know,
I'm not your ideal girl,
And honestly, your not what I dreamed of,
But your still my world.
I toss and turn and try to sleep,
But your stuck in my head,
Thinking of mistakes I made through the day,
and any wrong things i might have said.
The worries just keep building up,
The tears just keep streaming,
While your asleep, in your own world,
While your lying there and dreaming.
So i just shut my eyes and think,
then turn over and sigh,
And quietly, but truthfully,
I lay there, and begin to cry.
Dedicated to: Matt Coleman... you are my world... i just don't know anymore.
