This pain

This Pain
Behind closed doors this happens to me

You don't know, you can't see

This life was not meant for me

I don't know why I do this

But I have to cut; I have to bleed

This pain, it sets me free

But you will never see this pain I keep inside of me

You will never know the reasons why

There is no hope for me in this life

There is nothing more that you can do

With this I have to go through

I just want you to know that I love you

I'm sorry that I ever hurt you

So this is it, this is my goodbye

I beg you, for me please do not cry

This is what I chose to do

Just remember that I love you

This pain is all i know, all i feel
This pain is the release from my hell