I will one day be.

by Jezzika   Mar 13, 2007


Letting my life take the best of me.
And not letting others see.
I have felt the pain of that knife.
I have had the thoughts of ending my life.
I am not what you see cause I hide what I truly feel.
But I can no longer handle, the pain I can no longer deal.
I have made plans to end this pain.
But a person told me that in the end there will be something to gain.
The pain and troubles I live through today.
Will one day let me say.
Say that I am healed and I am new.
So until then it is my debt to be due.
I will one day be the person I pretend to.
Because I love you.
And living these days away from what I desire.
Makes me just a liar.
Cause what not is, is just my dreams.
And what I dream just is not what it seems.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Aimee

    Oh my god, that one was really good, I like the bit where it said but someone told me that in the end there would be somthing to gain, or along those lines, because its true. Keep up your poetry is really good. [:

  • 17 years ago

    by homebound

    I can tell a lot of deep thoughts were put into this poem! Very well written and makes the reader have to think through it! Great job and keep it up! 5/5
    ~Love and Trust~

  • 17 years ago

    by sugarfacex

    I like this...is the person in the poem that told you that in the end theres summat to gain me? cos i do remember saying summat like that to yu much luff lv ya huni xx

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