I can do it on my own

I wrote this during study hall at school...

the pain flows through my veins,
the tears sting my face as they fall,
at one but i was beating life,
then somewhere in the middle i lost it all,

my soul torn and shattered,
smile faded away,
how long can i keep living,
my wretched life this way,

trusting no one,
body filled with fear,
can you feel it,
my end seems near,

a built up wall,
of aching agony,
but one thing i don't want,
is your sympathy,

my heart shall mend,
all on it's own,
for in front of it,
a stone wall has grown,

i don't need a guy,
i don't need any of you,
i will win this fight,
no matter what i must do,

i mustn't give up,
even when it gets hard,
i can fix my own problems,
for i am no retard,

so though my life is fading away,
and my tears pour like rain,
i will try my best all by myself,
to erase all my aching pain...................

by,Denysia Chapman-Madden

the guy who asked me to the dance wanted to read it and i am like huh heehhe its just a story about science.