I put everything behind
new clothes, new hair, fresh attitude.
Changed drastically just so its
obvious to you I'm not how I used to be.
I'm no longer that girl that plays with boys hearts:
a heart breaker that enjoys watching
the pieces fall to the ground.
Won't click on you when you call late at night,
to flirt with someone cuter than you.
When you aren't around
you won't hear that I was flirting with your buddies
- NOPE! That's not me no more -
I'll sit at home on party nights
with Mariah Carey singing in the background
I lay on my bed
with only the thought of you
in my head.
I hug that stuffed animal you gave me
longing for the next time I see yo baby face.
I'd rather be home all alone thinking of me
than out partying doing i-didn't-even-remember-who.
I'm doing my best for you to see
I'm willing to drop my games and change
ways so with you again I can be.
