Every time I cry
I just really want to go and die
I'm tired of all these tears
And of these fears
I shouldn't be scared to live,
But when I do cry and feel like to die
I remember that there is a wonderful guy
A guy who makes me feel like I belong to this world
He makes me happy and I know he loves me
I try not to forget, but when I forget
I know I'll regret
I have to have him always in my mind
If I don't my fears won't be left behind
I just have to remember his bright shining eyes
The eyes I always fall for
The eyes that make me love him even more
That's not all I love him for
But also because, I know he'll never let me fall
And he will be with me through everything and all
Sometimes when I get mad or sad
I think about doing drugs
When I think about doing drugs
I try to think about the hugs
The hugs that make me feel safe
Just in case
Just in case something is wrong
I know this guy doesn't want me to do what I have been doing
But I really don't mean to do it
Because doing drugs, there is nothing to it
I know I did it the other day
But I told him sorry and thats all I have to say
What kind of girl am i?
I always ask that, but why?
Why do I do something wrong and not right
Something that also causes a fright
Well, I love him more than anything in my life
He's the only one who can make my day
Anytime, any place, and anyway
When I cry and feel I should go
I think about him and know
That if I were to leave right at this moment
I would be leaving him forever
I would never ever want to that
I want to spend my life with him and hoping he wants to spend his life with me too
He's always in my mind
Because he's the only guy in my life who is kind
The guy I would die for
And who I ll always love more
I love him, and nobody will ever separate our love
We'll forever love each other
With no regrets or any forgets
by:Amy
