The Apology

Could I scream so loud that you would hear me?
Could I become so scary that you would fear me?
Could I morph so far that you wouldn't reconise
The burning pain beneath my eyes?
Would all your words become a lie?
Finally spread your wings, as away you fly.
Would you recall my name?
At the end of this, this brutal game.
Could I become your stranger?
Am I so strange?
"Your'e still my mate." Would you let that change?
Can you find the old me?
Pull her out from this.
Or can you simple leave her?
Her smile would you miss?

I'm not much a poet but your friend
And this is all I know to mend
What I have destroyed and broken,
So take this as your token...
Of whatever you want it to be...