say you go out with this guy you have known since you were 12 years old. The relationship goes really good and you are completely happy.
then you leave for a weekend and meet someone else and suddenly get the feeling that you should break up with the one you love as soon as you get home.
then when u finally do break up with him...he goes crazy...he is completely heartbroken..and you are completely blind to it.
Till next school year when you see each other and you realize that you should have never broken up with him. He of course is with someone else and has pretty much blocked out your relationship and it seems as though you never loved at all.
At the beginning of the year you think he has changed a lot and hes not the same person. Until you realize all the things that he has been through in the past year and you realize how selfish you are for thinking that he has changed into a worse person.
Now you feel like you can never get him back. All the memories that you have of the two of you are starting to fade and you are going crazy trying to remember but you cant. And no matter how close you are to getting him back, one more thing gets in the way and it keeps you from him.
You go crazy trying to get him back. You start fights with people who are like family to you. Just because you are that selfish.
Oh and one more thing....
Welcome To My Life.
**note** Okay I know that this isn't a poem but its more of a short story about my ex-boyfriend and I.
