As I struggle with feelings of worthlessness, to come to terms with my rejection,
I just cannot understand why good was rewarded with utter dejection?
Would somebody anybody please explain my desecration?
Send the answers to my burning questions - yes please send me the information!
Everywhere I go, everything I do, I am joyless in my occupation!
Pain, anguish and despair remain mine companions all day long!
How can life be so evil and how could I be so blindly wrong!
The hurt just echoes in my mind like a bell - ding dong!
She played me for a fool; she used me as her circus clown!
Was it wrong? Was it right? To needlessly bring me down!
I wish I was not alive to be frank!
Why go on living when you have no joy - everything is a blank!
She was like a beautiful fish in my tank!
Whoever thought she would pull such a wicked prank!
Thus into the depths of widespread depression I sank!
I madman I have become hunted by my own sadness!
For answers, for justice, for cures to this madness!
I have searched without any solutions to this insane gladness!
What is that feeling? Oh! It is just the world's cold-hardness
