Carving the knife deep into my skin.
Watching the blood seep out with in.
Screaming from the pain going further into my veins.
Such an adrenalin rush going insane.
Lying on the floor with blood all across my arm.
Never really understanding my self harm.
This world of hate has drawn me to this.
When really its the old me that I miss.
I can't take this pain that I put myself through.
Feeling that I need it and then when I do..
I can't get up because I cannot see.
My eyes just keep tearing as if they were to bleed. I feel like my body is to weak to stand.
I just need someone to help me and hold my hand.
Get me out of this hell that I've caused.
I wish that I could go back and just could have pressed pause.
Please help me before I kill myself tonight.
I just need someone to tell me I'm gonna be alright.
