The bullied

Why does it hurt
so much in my head,
I lay awake
alone in my bed,

why does it hurt
so much in real life,
I'm afraid Incase
they pull out a knife,

Why does it hurt
when my friends just watch,
they stand and stare
don't think of it much,

why does it hurt
when they stand their and laugh,
wanting me to drown
myself in the bath,

why does it hurt
that i have to wait a year,
to leave the place
I'll always fear.