I'm sorry

I'm sorry
for killing you this softly
by embracing you with words
that actually suffocated you
in the meaning of the word

For saying things I didn't mean
and for showing things
I did feel
but that feelings weren't mine
at all

For breaking into your world
this hard and for hardly
believing the truth
to the bottom
of your love

For showing that I am
unworthy of all the love and compassion
the support,
the you
you ever gave me

I'm sorry I ever was...

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