Waiting

I know a times I'm a handful
and probably not worth the pain
I know cause each day I wonder
will it end today
Is today the day you give up
and send me back to her
was it all an act
a trick of some form

I laid awake for hours dreading the rising sun
hoping not to find packed bags
or a empty blue room

You told me you loved me last night
before you shut the door
But that was all you said
That was all I heard

So now I sit waiting
covering my tears
praying for a miracle
praying you'll keep me here