Why

There's a girl who is confused, she wondering why others pain gets her so amused.
Life's not worth the shit she's been through.
A better futures not possible she assumes.
Insane thoughts, sadistic voices, horrific hallucinations eat away at her soul until she's completely consumed.
She's gone and killed her family who would have knew?
Her mind doesn't function like the others do.
Her personality's hidden there's possibly two.
Ones for show, the other no one knows.
Her blood lust desires is how it grows.
She can only dream until it takes control and decides to lead.
In her self conscious it comes to say, The blood that you bleed isn't enough for me.
Which cause the girl to believe, only murdering her family, will set her free.
No matter the amount of pills she takes it loses all effect once it wakes.
Laughing at all of her mistakes, telling her that out of the two she's the one thats a fake.
The psychiatrist doesn't know what to do, so he buries under medication.
But the frustration overcomes, over years, she's done.
Cradles herself, grades a hold of the knife, wonders whats wrong with her?
What's wrong with her life?
She dares not ask for help, scared of how everyone would react if they knew what she felt.
As her mother lays asleep she takes her chance, moves into position, a killing stance.
Blood, and shrilling screams fill the air, finally the moment she has prepared.
The mother asks, why, before she dies and the girls falls down and begins to cry.
Covered in gore, the voices ask for more until her father comes home.
He asks her a question due to her deception, and why all of this she's never mentioned.
Nothing else to do, nothing left to say so she continues on with her slay.
For bringing me to this life, you'll finally pay!
Her father she lays on the ground, her mission's complete, but to her insanity she's still bound.
Freedoms not what she found, news gets around, everyone's shocked all over the town.
They ask, How did this all happen, how did this get down?
Everyone the girl has ever knew, don't know what to think.
They can't accept that, to the murder's, she's been linked.
They always thought, deep down, she was good.
They wonder how they were possibly fooled.
But imagine how the girl is feeling.
She's wondering how, but she finds no answer except her mental cancer.
The girl is locked away, and they all wonder if she will get better,
But until that day, they can only ask, Why?