How can i move on? without you?

How can i control
this feeling inside
your the only one
who has made me cry

how can you forget
the times that we've had
most were amazing times
a few of then turned out bad

how can i move on
without you right here
being right next to me
that was my worse fear

how can i change things
when its already all over
i wish i could find
some four leaf clover

how can i get better luck
when there hasn't been any
i have reasons why i love you
there happens to be many

how can i sleep at night
knowing your nothing but a friend
this is not something i expected
or wanted to happen

how can i dream of us
when there is no us anymore
the feelings are out
how come there is no open door

how can i go on
living with this regret
wondering how the future will be
you i cant seem to forget

how can i be happy
when nothing is there
i just feel like none of this
is even really fair

how can i get another chance
what will i have to do
i would do anything to get it back
making more memories with you

how can i not cry
when i care so much
if i wasn't able to walk
you would be my crutch

how can i not be upset
your with a different girl
now shes the important one
who will end up being your world

how can i not be nervous
every time you are around
you make me feel loved
your words make my heart pound

how can i not want
you back into my life
i would dream of that one day
where i would be your wife

how can i ignore the facts
yes i made a big mistake
when i broke up with you
it was all just a complete fake

how can i not miss you
when i was with you everyday
and now its just every once in awhile
and look at this now your gone away

how can i not email you
telling you how i feel
this is just something
that i can no longer deal

how can i not smile
when you come over to my house
i feel like I'm not anything
and smaller then a mouse

how can i grow up
without your help
when we are together
i can actually be myself

how can i try
when i feel like its a waste
i want to stick this together
like paper and paste

how can i breath
when there if nothing left
i wont be able to handle it
until the day of death

how can i laugh
when nothing is funny anymore
my hearts been ripped up
and thrown to the floor

how can i understand
cause obviously i don't
and you wont listen to me
or you just wont

how can i live
thinking of you all the time
you are constantly there
in my unforgettable mind

how can i act
like nothing went on
i know i was the one
who was completely wrong

how can i not grab your hand
and tell you it will okay
i don't know what else to do
or what else to say

how can i write about this
when i know it doesn't mean anything
i ask myself every night
if this was all just a fling

how can i not be with you
we went out for almost a year
all i am able to do now
is just keep on shedding tears

how can i listen to you
when your telling me theres no chance
i feel like i cant do one thing
cant even take a glance

how can i be normal
when nothing has ever been
i want to be together
i just need to know when

how can i blame
when i should be the one
to be put in the situation
are we really over with and done?

how can i let you go
when i want to hang on tight
i promise it will be better
i hope it will be alright

how can i end this
caring poem about you
just to let you know
this is all defiantly true